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Saturday, September 30, 2006
It is ard 1.30 in the morning...a veri sad day ytd for me...still unable to figure some things out...at this moment i am still waiting for this simple sms that would clear every single doubts i am having now...if i really make u angry i apologise to u...hope u will forgive me...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:29 AM|
Friday, September 29, 2006
haiz...now i really am confused n regretting wat i did todae...so sry to u if u even did notice something was wrong...really didnt mean to do it though...i was jus confused and wasnt in the right state of mind...was really angry as u didnt do wat u said...but then again after chatting with my shifu i realise tat wat i did was wrong...i shldnt and did not hav the right in interfering with ur rights to make friends...although i hate that person i shldnt hav been angry at u for toking to him...after few hrs of waiting i finally got my thoughs straighten out...if u did notice it i will apologise to u personally...i didnt mean to be that way...plz forgive me...sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:52 AM|
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
hmm was veri angry todae...still angry thou...some ppl ar wanna act but scared...i mean like wat is this u wanna brg ur phone then u scared kanna confiscated then y brg in the first place...if u wanna brg then keep it urself dun call ppl help u keep and get them into trouble u selfish moron...jus remember u told me during the prelim tat the poa n emath paper was easy...but u failed both sub...11.5marks difference wat hav u got to said..guess tat would be nth...hahax i really wanna laugh my a** off sia...hope u see this entry coz i got a advice for u and tat is dun try to act like u r popular coz it only make u look stupid...but anyway u r stupid a**h*le...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|6:25 PM|
oh man my head hurt so much...dunno wat wrong with me todae...was still fine before recess ...but anyway slept in skool todae and felt abit betta...hmm failed my poa...f9 for the first time...sad veri veri sad...hoping to make a improvment as soon as possible...but after this prelim i really feel like giving up le...all my effort all gone down the drain...damn sian then mus thx my cher for giving me 'advice'...anyway mei forget bout the prelim jus tink of the o's okie =)...take care...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|6:14 PM|
Sunday, September 24, 2006
*yawn...feeling veri tired now...for some reason i woke up early todae morning bout 8 something...then decided to get my computer parts...ran all the way to sim lim...then though tat all was well but guess i was wrong...been trying to fix my computer since 2 in the afternoon...till now my computer is still dead...sianz...nvm tmr cousin coming to help me with it...tmr will be a betta day hahax...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|10:10 PM|
jus came home from bbq...saw alvin there too hahax...had quite a nice time there...but if something had change it would hav been a better time for me...but anyway still not bad...dinner was a 'good' one lolx only had a sausage...but anyway had supper at 11 something and it was good hahax...had lamb chop otah sausage and lot more hahax...but anyway tat bout all that happen todae...oh ya cheer up ar mei :)...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|12:26 AM|
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
todae was the first day after prelim...a day filled with nth but saddness...got bac some of them result...english n bio math not really counted as got bac...hmmm english i mus said i was veri lucky to be able to pass...25/50 damn lucky...as for bio haiz big disappointment only got 16/55 scary...but anyway cant blame anyone jus hav myself to blame...as for math not really get bac as my cher onli told me i pass my p1...glad though able to pass p1 as p2 sure gone case with 37marks blank dang...haiz then know tat my mei cry...all thank to me for giving her lousy advice...sry mei didnt mean to...mus cheer up ar...:)
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|6:54 PM|
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
With the end of the prelim the preparation of o's will be coming soon...with the end of prelim it is the time to ponder over some question which has existed for a long period of time...it is also time to solve some problems....zzz tiring sia hav to solve such thing...but for now i declare myself on holiday for 24 hrs LOLX...Enjoy everyone...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|7:31 PM|
Thursday, September 14, 2006
resting now so though of blogging...tis few day veri sad...ppl are always saiding tat my poa n emath r not bad and i though so too...as always i keep thinking tat if i put in effort i will get wat i wan but guess i was terribly wrong...poa p2 first set-back...the question r like so hard to understand...wasnt easy trying to attempt them...brain cell all die....then todae math 2...been doing bit by bit of practice for the last few mnth...ytd nite specially stay up to do 2 sets of p2 hoping to find any thing i dunno how to do and i only got bout 2 question i dunno...todae morning specially wake up early to do another 2 sets again it was alrite....but thing went seriously wrong when i sat in the examination hall...37 was the number...the number of marks which i totally left blank...i was so devasted by it...ppl keep telling me not to giv up but setback after setback i mus said i m beginning to doubt my own ability...haiz perhaps this will be the last time i am gonna put in effort...from wat is happening now i really c no point in putting in effort for anything anymore...everytime i try to get something rite it goes wrong...everytime i try to make someone feel happy i get blame for thing...nth is going rite for mi now...perhaps nvr it will...only thing i wan now is quiet...ppl r blaming me for doing badly in my exam...really wish to hav some quiet now even if it was a corner in the streets...perhaps i am still learning...perhaps...hoping for a miracle to happen...one tat would change my life totally...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|9:11 PM|
Monday, September 11, 2006
todae was my ss n math 1 paper...it was disappointing for me...spend 1 wk jus to study ss but still cannot answer the seq sob sob...math even worse..one of my favourite n better than average sub...i actually left 1 question blank omg wat am i doing sia...tmr is poa havent even start...hmm half a day left betta get started or i am so dead for tmr...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:17 PM|
Friday, September 08, 2006
haiz...tis few days veri sian...cant concentrate on doing anything...been busy studying my ss...wonder wat wrong with me sia...spend 2 days jus finishing 1 chapt...didnt hav my chapt 2 note had to borrow from friends but cant concentrate on studying...haiz todae was a buzi day for me...woke up onli at 11 lolx so late le...then rush to skool at 12.30 then went go ngee ann poly for a poa quiz...waa damn scary ar when doing the quiz i realise tat i was a failure in my studies...at this point of time still so many thing couldnt do...jus wat is wrong with me...last wk was still ok but tis wk everything isnt goin right...
To all my friends: thank for being with me and giving me support..appreciate it much...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|9:18 PM|
Thursday, September 07, 2006
zzz...feeling so sleepy now...feel like goin to slp sia...bo bian still studying ss...guess gonna slp abit ltr than usual lolx...hope i can get my ss done by tmr..still got sci n geog to do before everything is done...haiz long long way to go...gonna get bac to study BORING....I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:58 AM|
Monday, September 04, 2006
zzz...hmm a tiring day for mi...woke up at 8 something then went bac to slp again lolx onli woke up at 11 then went out immediately lolx...went to cp then to thomson plaza then bac to hougang mall...tiring but still had to study my ss...i m so stupid...so little thing onli also cannot memorise them...really feel like slapping myself...zzz...bac to studying now...good luck to everyone for their prelim...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|5:08 PM|