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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Had a sleepless nite...veri sian...cant get both of them of my mind...still thinking...haiz...dunno wat to said...haiz...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|5:16 AM|
Hmm cant remember clearly when i last blog...been veri buzi with goin out...
Anyway todae i went for a job interview..hope i get the job sia...but then again ytd was veri reluctant to go for the interview...but anyway i still did...hmm the pay is bout 5-5.50 per hr...wasnt expecting so much...but anyway i am taking this job jus so tat my mind is kept occupied...but anyway after the interview slacked awhile at downtown...then went to hougang plaza pool again...but play bout 2 hr then went down to ps ssc mit jialong they all...argh 2 str8 loss to jialong n guo feng lolx...mus hav my revenge some day...anyway after tat went bac home...chat with a few of my kor friends hahax...guess tat is all...mus slp early tmr morning still got go out...
Really miss her alot...hoping to mend the friendship between me n 'You' haiz...at this veri moment i am hoping for 2 things only...is it really too much?y is it that things nvr ever go my way...i jus dunno y...but hoping to know her more and also to mend the friendship...this 2 things r like my everything to me...nth more do i ask for...
>Thank 'You'<
>Miss Her<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|3:09 AM|
Monday, November 20, 2006
OH YEAAAAA...o lvl finally over le...but kinda sad in a way...haiz...but anyway gonna tok bout the happy part hahax...happiness always come first...todae was my comb sci p1 my final paper...and glad tat this is over...jus recover from my sickness but still feeling kinda tired and get out of breath easily...nowfor the sad part...sob sob...no more schooling mean i can no longer get to see her le...haiz...hope i can get over this feeling soon...but anyway bac to wat happen todae...only thing i remember doing is sleeping all the way till now since i came home...hahax...was really veri tired...only slept for 2 hrs ytd nite...so todae really tired...anyway when i came home the first thing i do was sleep sleep sleep and still sleep...nvr even bath LOLX...anyway goin out ltr...maybe playing pool or something...tat all for now hahax...enjoy everyone...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|6:23 PM|
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hmm havent been blogging lately...tat is becoz i havent been feeling well...hmm seem like my body is giving way le...oh man this is so sian...o lvl ending le...mean the end of the school day...haiz sad...hoping to clear every single doubts i am having...oh man hope tat u will giv me a chance to clear those doubts...anyway wont been blogging anytime soon ba...anyway if anyone lookin for me jus flood my phone...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|10:10 PM|
Friday, November 10, 2006
hmm jus pass 1am...feeling bored from things happening around me so i decided to come and blog...hmmm had my geog paper 2 todae...kinda relieve after thinking of it...the question were like santa claus...giving away marks...lolx...the question were alot like infernce question...but anyway i am kinda worried bout my ur A math...now i finally know y 'You' feel tat way during ur preparation for math le...todae i felt the same way as 'You' did...my mind was so tired so hard to think so hard to concentrate...oh man frustrating for such thing to happen at this point of time...but anyway needa slp early coz math needa think then cannot afford to feel sleepy if not cannot think...gonna go slp now...expecting mx tmr at my hse at around 8 lolx...then wen rui coming over at a ltr time...needed help so i decided to approach him...anyway thx to all for helping me in my revision for my o's...especially nigel for spending the whole afternoon 2 daes ago teaching me my phy...anyway nites to all...
Anyway i suddenly felt like saiding this...MY FAVOURITE NUMBER IS 17 HAHAX...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:19 AM|
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hmm almost 2 in the morning now...sian todae paper is geog...seriously dislike this subj...but bo bian still havda chiong...anyway had my english p1 n p2 n phy ytd...oh boy was the phy hard...the question were so indirect...a question of radiation took me a hr of thinking before i realise the answer was the one tat was most obvious yet unknown if nvr study bout it...but anyway seriously mus thx nigel they all...specially took time off to teach me my phy...well i wasnt exactly a good student as i got alot of things dunno...but thx to their teaching i earn bout 8-10 points...so shiok the feeling...first time do sci do until like this...as for english the p1 was like damn scary...section A all the question so funny de...didnt know wat to write...so i made up the lamest story possible lolx...as for p2 the question was much more easier than i had expected it...the question were veri direct and most answer could be found in the passage...but anyway come to think of it my phy also veri funny...electromagnetic spectrum...this was something i didnt even know of...sian marks gone liao...can anyone tell me jus wat is tat spectrum thingy...so confusing...although phy over le but still wanna know wat it is...but tat bout all...gotta get some slp and wake up early tmr to chiong for geog agn...zzzz...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:01 AM|
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
it is 1am in the morning now...nth much to do...but mugging real hard for my comb phy...jus finish my phy rev...haiz sian...tmr got eng p1 n p2 n phy at a ltr time...but anyway tat is all for me to worried for tmr...slept at 2 am ytd so todae was quite a tiring day for me...but anyway got woke up a few time...ard 6 in the morning my house phone rang...and the phone was like a 10min walk away from me lolx...but anyway got up and answer the phone...bad start of the day for me hahax...my dad was veri mad at me for some reason...started venting his frustration at me rite at the veri moment i answer the call...zzz...then after tat nigel mao xin n jj call me...said tat they r goin to hougang mall and wanted me to join them there...but as i was veri tired i kindly decline them...but anyway bout 10min ltr they call me again...but tis time i wasnt angry at all hahax...they said tat 'she' was at hm too...so without even eating my breakfast i rush over to hm...well cant blame me...school days r almost over n i dun hav much time left to c her...so i am grabbing any chances possible to c her...but although it was jus a few glimpse i was happy enough liao...anyway after tat went to chiong pool again...hmm jus realise play pool mus hav a calm mind cannot joke ard if not sure lose hahax...then after tat wen rui n jj come my hse study...but jj watch anime instead hahax...stayed at my hse till bout 6.30 then we went hm again but tis time to study...chiong till 9 then chiong lan HAHAX...nvr failed to play ar me...but anyway came home n continue muggin for my phy...hmm betta go slp liao...gonna wake up at 4 tmr to study...hope i will wake up hahax...but anyway really miss her lots...hoping for a miracle tat is impossible to happen...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:02 AM|
Saturday, November 04, 2006
haiz sian...still awake now...wen rui n mx at my hse...todae was a disastrous day for me...i am freaking out now...veri veri stressed veri scared of wat is goin to happen on monday...studied for 4hr for a single chapt of ss but still couldnt get anything in...not even a single word...i seriously dunno wat is wrong sia...thing r solved...shld be happ by right and shld be able to study...but somehow i couldnt concentrate...jus wat is wrong...i seriously wanna get this thing right and not hav to repeat this next yr...anyway i gonna hang on...hoping for any encouragment possible...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:50 AM|
Friday, November 03, 2006
3am in the morning now...jus reach home hahax...todae was kinda a good day for me...went to watch movie with rui nigel n mx...but me n rui watch DOA while mx n nigel watch Death Note...coz our show ended first so i went to ps with rui...rui then play initial D...then a few idiot came in...wanted to challenge rui...well they arent that pro either...almost laugh my ass off when i saw them play...but anyway after tat went pool-ing hahax...as i was in a happy mood i was on a winning strike...won bout 5 games in a row...hahax but after tat heard a song which i listen to when i am sad...then since tat song was played i nvr won a single game...sian ar...after that we had our meal at kpt at ps...wow the japanese food there is nice sia...after tat we came bac to hougang mall and hahax went pool-ing again...lolx addicted liao me...but quite nice of them to accompany me go play...ended at bout 12 then waited for the stupid bus...and it nvr came hahax...so we walk all the way to the kpt at puggol park...slack till now then come home...kinda tired and having a terrible headache now...stupid ppl smoking at the playground...then chiong taxi home...anyway not gonna slp for the next few hrs ba...veri sian leh...feel like goin out to study tmr leh...bro gonna be at home dun think cant do much thing...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|3:10 AM|
Thursday, November 02, 2006
okie my last blog entry before i go to sleep...
Thx Rui...even though we nvr mange to chat but still it is the though that count...but anyway had quite a fun chat with erin until now...nth much happened in the past 1-2 hrs...for the pass few hrs i was like a confused soul living between heaven n hell...neither here nor there...i was really happy but sad at the same time...well i really ponder over wat jj said to me...y am i such a coward in front of her...i myself dunno y...everytime i c her i jus feel veri scared...well it is not like i wan it to...but i trying to overcome this stupid fear of mine...really hoping for the chance where i can really tok to her face to face...anyway that bout all le...jus hope i can get a good nite of rest and not wake up halfway...havent been sleeping well lately...average sleeping hour for the pass 1 week is 2 and 1/2 hrs...but jus not feeling tired at all...anyway i go slp le...
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:50 AM|
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Haiz sian...started the day quite happy...but gonna end it in a quiet and sad manner...firstly gonna wish may kee happy birthday again...todae morning went to mit jj n nigel...well nigel was late...and i was dicussing with jj to call nigel to get down of his bus n chiong cab come find us...but it was such a concidence that nigel really did chiong cab come find us...then the 3 of us chiong like str8 to skool...but chiong or not we were still late...once we reach we immediately throw all our thing on the floor...nvr even had the time to zip my bag and put my notes bac in...can c how late we were...but anyway went str8 in and almost wanted to whack myself on the head...as soon as i went into the examination hall the chief examinar said "no one is to hav any electronic on them or they will be deem as cheating"...well i did forgot to put my hp into my bag and i started to panic...well i veri chicken de...so i decided to seek my form teacher help...asked him to help me keep my hp...well he veri steady de agree to help me keep till after the exam...after the exam i went slackin at mall with nigel n mx...i had my breakfast a disastrous one...ate too fast n choked on my food...almost vomitted the whole thing out...then went to get a lemon tea large at mac...oh boy was i thristy or crazy...i finish the whole drink in matter of seconds lolx...but anyway we went pool-ing again...as usual...but anyway came home after tat and slacked till now...hmm gonna end this entry here...ltr before i go sleep then blog again ba...needa get my mood bac...seriously...
>Black represent saddness to me...<
>Thank 'You'<
>Seriously need a listening ear now...Really feel lyk cryin...<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:56 PM|
finally woke up le...late for 30min hahax...anyway goin to study bio now...blog ltr hahax...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|4:41 AM|
haiz sian...spent the whole of 31st Oct at home...but not play but jus to study for my bio waaaa....planned to finish it on the 30th but end up sleeping on the floor in my living room lolx...back hurts...but anyway shld said it was a disastrous day for me...still couldnt get inheritance rite...5 str8 daes le still cant get it...y ar...diaoz diaoz diaoz...haiz in less than 8 hrs will be my bio le...scared ar...after wat happen in my prelim i learnt that effort doesnt pay off...so scared tat this time luck wont be by my side...10% of luck...lady of luck plz come visit me tmr ar...hahax me goin crazy le...anyway tat is all tat happened...hahax boring me...gonna end here...needa get some slp then wake up bout 4 tmr to do a last round of revision...good luck to all...
>Happy Birthday to May Kee<
>Still waiting for you to forgive me<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|12:39 AM|