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Monday, December 25, 2006
Finally bloggin again hahax...hmm had a bbq at my hse...was damn fun...although i didnt invite any of my friends over there was still alot of ppl...my neighbours n bro's friends...it was fun...they open 2 table of mahjong...then ps2 computers n lastly cards...it was whole lots of fun...
As for todae...haiz most disastrous Xmas ever...first time working on Xmas n all this had to happen...todae i had to work...and if it wasnt bad enough...was sent to water works close...and alot of things cropped up...firstly a grp of idiots wanted to act hero...didnt listen to my advice and jump into the slide head first...they were lucky they didnt break their head...then after tat got 1 gurl got stuck in the slide...waited for more than 3min and still she didnt come out...i whistle to the lifeguard below but didnt got a reply...and when i finally got his attention he couldnt understand me...finally when i finally got him to understand wat i was trying to said the gurl had already come out...then less than 5min ltr had another accident...1 gurl got herself stuck inside the ride and the signal light was off...and i though she was out...but seem tat i was wrong...but coz i was unsure i decided to sent a 2nd person in...and i heard funny noises inside...i look below and 2 person came out at the same time...lucky the duty supt wasnt there if not i was so dead...with all the mistake wat i didnt wanted was more mistakes...and suay enough more came...wasnt able to concentrate todae...alot of time when ppl already came out i didnt saw them and kept lookin at the monitor waiting for them to come out...waaaa real slack todae...hope tmr will be better...
Spent my Xmas without her...real sad...hoping for a better tmr...where i can c u...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:08 PM|
Friday, December 15, 2006
I AM FEELING SO CONFUSE NOW...
CAN SOMEONE BE MY LISTENING EAR PLZ...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:19 PM|
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hmm it is 4 almost 5 now in the morning...slept for bout 4hrs...feeling awake...but this time didnt woke up thinking of her...jus used to sleeping for short hrs...hmm goin to play some games first...hoping to get out of my hse todae and go play hehex...wondering who is free lolx...mus pool...too long nvr pool liao ltr dunno how to play hahax...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|4:48 AM|
Almost 1 in the morning now...hmm nth much goin on in my social life hahax...well i started work last wednesday...hahax i damn like my job...all the ppl there r so easy to get along with...started the first day of job feeling down...but anyway during the first day already had a fun time le...started the day dry but end the day wet...hahax todae also...kind of like a daily routine for me LOLX...everyday i go to work i am sure to laugh...impossible not to laugh n hav fun with my colleague...then they taught me alot too...whenever i hav doubts they r always there to help me...glad to hav such ppl as my colleagues...
Anyway bac to my social life...hmm i am veri determine now to get her off my mind...i cant let her revolve ard my life everytime...i mus stay strong...i mus get bac on my feet...nvr will i be unhappy about her anymore...as for 'You' i seriously dunno wat to said...guess i would jus let nature take it course...not gonna put in effort to mend the friendship anymore...if 'You' wanna mend the friendship then i would accept...but not gonna giv in anymore...i am so sick n tired of giving in everytime...i dun wanna giv my everything n get nth in return...this kind of feeling sux...dun like it...but anyway i am quite happy with my life already...dun wan anything more to happy...i wan life to be as peaceful as it is now...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:06 AM|
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
It is almost 2 in the morning now...cant get to slp so decided to blog...anyway still kinda feeling down todae...then abit sick...headache running noes n mild cough...haiz sian...anyway i went out with wen rui with the intention of buying something at ps...but nvr did...saw winston there working...then we went to hav our dinner...after tat went pool-ing at ssc...then play till 10 and went to mit winston for his dinner n my supper...after tat went to arcade and play for awhile...
Although i am still feeling veri sad i hav learnt tat if she is happy i should be happy for her...I am trying to stay strong but it seem to be the hardiest thing to do now...nvr will i cry again...mus not be so emotional anymore...
>Heart broken<
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|1:51 AM|
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hmm...tmr starting work...sian...kinda not in the mood to do anything now...then still havda work and put on a smile at all time...zzz...hate this...haiz hoping 'You' to giv me encouragment now...really breaking down le...
>Heart Broken<
>Thank 'You'<
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|6:17 PM|