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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Been long since i last posted...so might as well jus post a little bit of wat happening recently...well my hols jus ended...today is the 2nd day of the new sem...new class...ppl there are Fs...but not vulgar...hahax...the Fs are Fun...Friendly...and Funny...anyway i think the new sem is gonna be jus fine...finally change my blog song...well my blog is already 1 yr old...time to change to a diff song...
Gonna emo abit...well it is more than 3wks...since i last saw 'her'....and yup i admit i still think of 'her'...i really hate this side of me...i hate being alone...coz my imagination really will run wild...but i hate crowds...i dun like noise...i like peace and quiet...i dun hav the whole world as my friend...but i guess i dun nid so much as most of them arent true friends anyway...i am not veri good at words...i like to said watever i wan to said ...even though u all may not like it...and i guess u all wan friends who will only said good thing to u...too bad i aint that kind of ppl...i dun wanna change myself jus to satisfy friends who arent true friends at all...so wat if u dun like the way i do thing...it aint even ur biz...and the same thing apply the other way round...i guess only nigel will understand me hahax...
I really hope to change this side of me...i wanna be like the me in the past...forever happy go lucky...no troubles...always having a smile...but i guess it is jus impossible...ppl change whether or not we are happy with how we hav change...sad case i guess...jus hav to adapt to the new changes...and i guess i am...coz i feel tat i am getting more numb as each day goes by...i wanna become someone who doesnt have any feelings at all...no love no hatred...it hurt to love...i dunno y...it is suppose to be the best thing in the world...but i guess such thing jus aint working my way...but i guess i will just hav to be satisfied with the way things are now...hoping to c 'her' real soon...
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SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:15 PM|
Sunday, September 02, 2007
okie been long since i last blogged hahax...anyway been a real busy week for me...though hols has started it seem like my hols is more busy than my study...hahax...anw dun go wanna into much details except for friday lolx...woke up at 9...then went to mit my sec skool friends to go bac to my sec skool...it is teacher day lolx...at first still though cannot enter lolx...but guess wat the stupid skool allowed us to enter the skool hahax...then the performance started lolx...it was nothing but boring lolx...me and my friends couldnt stand it so we went to sit at the canteen instead...then nigel came lolx...so we slack at canteen for like 30min then we went bac up again...chatted with the teachers till like 3 then me and winston left skool...waited for cab for a veri long time so long tat nigel who left skool later saw us still at the skool back gate waiting for cab lolx...then winston decided that he shall jus take 136 lolx...then me nigel lehan yx xw zy went to superbowl there to play pool...then lovell jasper gerald xiang bing and sabrina came to join us...play till like 6+ i guess then me nigel lovell sabrina jasper and gerald went over to lovell house to play mahjong lolx...played till 5am + then we played cards lolx...sabrina was half dead already lolx...but we refused to let her sleep coz she was the one who suggested to play mahjong in the first place lolx...ard 6.15 me and nigel went to eat breakfast...mac hahax...then he came over to my house and sleep lolx...as for sat i practically slept through the whole day lolx...watchin soccer now hahax...GO MAN UTD....
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|12:55 AM|