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Monday, June 30, 2008
4.40am...been reading about you ever since jus now...dunno y...i couldnt stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks...at certain point of time...i really wish that i could be there for u...but it was jus impossible...in times to come i hope that i can be someone that u can rely on during good times and bad times...i dun wan to c u sad anymore...not even hear from anyone that u r sad...coz it really break my heart to know that u r sad...
few days back someone ask me this question "are u willing to giv up everything in order to succed in life?"...my reply was " I am only willing to giv up everything for the person i love"
Some will said that I am stupid...but i know everything is worth it...as long as it is for u...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|4:51 AM|
I cant control my feelings anymore...Tears dropped down my cheek...i really dunno what i want anymore...I keep telling myself to forget bout you...i keep telling myself bad things bout u...but in the end i still love you with all my heart...i really cant get over u...no matter how hard i try...my mind jus keep thinking of u...every morning i wake up the first thing or person i think of is u...even before i slp i think of u...every single min i spend without u is like torturing me...sometimes i really feel that i am veri naive...thinking that if i jus run away from this problem i will get over u soon...but i realise i was wrong...the more i try to run away the more i keep thinking of u...i really hope to jus jump out of my window at this very moment...i really cannot take it anymore...i keep telling ppl that u happy i will be happy...but it seems that i am very wrong...whenever i see u walking away from me i jus feel like shouting out loud to u and telling u how much i love u and how much i wanna be with u...but i know this is impossible...
at this very moment i guess everyone is asleep...think it is best that i keep this thing to myself ba...coz even i myself also dunno wat i wan anymore...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:51 AM|
Sunday, June 29, 2008
1. How long have you waited for someone you love?
--6 years??
2. What do you want to do right now?
--Go find the person I love.
3. If there's a miracle, what will you long for?
--To be with the person I love.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
--Never.
5. Where do you wish to die?
--Somewhere far away from the person I love.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
--Never.
7. What are the impossible things to do?
--Dunno.
8. Is there something you wished never happened?
--Me born in this world.
9. Are you happy with your life now?
--Nope.
10. What if your crush ask you out?
--Just go out lor.
11. What would you do when you feel bored?
--Play games.
12. What feeling do you hate most?
--Watching the person I love walking away.
13. If you will be separated from your love one (s) for a period of time, what will be some things you'd tell them?
--I miss them dearly.
14. What are you looking forward to this coming week?
--To be able to see her everyday.
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|3:17 AM|
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Recently my mood have been goin up and down again...dunno exactly wat is happening to me anymore...my world seem to revolve around u...so much that it seem to hav break through of my limit....i cant control my emotions anymore...at this point of time thinking of wat hav been happening make me feel veri sad...i am trying so hard but everything that i do jus seems to be wrong...i keep giving myself reason for things that have been happening here and there...i keep running away from my problem...but the more i try to run away the more it come bac to haunt me...the more i try to forget u the more ur image will appear in my mind...13th of june i dreamt of you...and that image of u have been in my mind ever since...since i was in secondary skool all i care about was jus myself...i myself was the pirority in myself...but u hav made a diff in me...u hav become the pirority in my life...i am willing to do anything to make u happy...do anything in order to keep u away from any dangers...in fact i am willing to risk my life in order to protect u...i know i will nvr be good enough for u...and i dun dare to ask anything from u too...but i jus hope that you will forever be happy...though i know that i will be sad but u being happy is all that ever matter to me...plz take care of urself...and watever happen i will always be there for u be it u notice it or not...i do not hope to c u cry...coz i know that if that day ever come...i will nvr be able to forgive myself...my only hope now is that u will nvr be sad ever again...be it the reason is me or not i jus wan to always c a real smile on ur face...coz this is the only thing that matter to me in my life...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|5:08 AM|