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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
4.45am now....for some reason i cant get to sleep...dunno wat is wrong....my xmas is so wrong...i should be sleeping well but well i cant get to sleep...fell aslp at ard 2.30 then woke up at 4.30 and couldnt get back to slp...anw to all WT mates...i guess i wont be goin bac to WT for a period of time...dun ask me y....coz i jus dun feel like goin bac...things in WT arent goin smoothly for me...i try to stay out of trouble but yet i get accused of something that i totally nvr do...and i nvr even had the though of doing it....argh fuck it i dun care la....suddenly all the things that happen in the past started flashing through my mind....be it happy be it sad...was hoping to find someone to chat to but i guess so late liao everyone also aslp le....better not disturb anyone...so i guess i will tok to my blog ba....
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|4:45 AM|
Friday, December 14, 2007
So todae mark the start of the 3 week hols...kinda lookin forward to it but at the same time hope that it nvr come...been a long time since i last had a long rest and seriously i am lookin forward to this break...coz i seriously need a rest be it physically or mentally...i am so so tired...
So todae pon skool halfway...havent been able to figure out any of the problem statement recently...dunno wat is happening...perhaps i jus nid a rest badly that all...so me jing yu mei ying n yvonne went to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks at cwp...damn hilarious hahax...show ended around 3.45...and i went hope straight after tat...
On the way home, some things started to run through my mind. tis 3 weeks of hols mean that i wont be able to c her for the next 3 weeks...this feeling in me...is something that i dunno how to describe with words...her first impression to me was someone cheerful and recently sporty...hope that i might be able to c her during this hols...even a glimpse is enough to make me happy...i hope that i can get to know her more...which is impossible...haiz...dunno wat is happening now...jus hope that the hols will be over soon...
Aqua Timez - Sen No Yoru Wo Koete
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsukata kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerunda
Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerareru mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerareru shinjitsu dakara
Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsukata kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to
Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita
Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenaka naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsukata kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni sukitte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:08 PM|
Monday, December 10, 2007
Okie after a long break from blogging i am back hahax...tiring day for fun...slept at 2am ytd then todae 6.30 wake up...like jelly hahax....usual routine all the way till i reach skool...was pissed off by the faci...and if that wasnt enough...during the break some stupid idiot tired to make me the bad guy...oh come on when u wanna frame someone by telling a incomplete story to another person at least wait for the someone to be out of the class...u think this is right u think tis is lame..oh come on dun make me laugh my freaking ass off....for a person who dun take like seriously u aint even fit to comment on my action less giv me a lecture...go home learn a few more yrs before coming to lecture me...oh ya and a word of advice for u...mind ur own business and keep out of other....dun try to act smart...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|10:27 PM|