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Thursday, September 14, 2006
resting now so though of blogging...tis few day veri sad...ppl are always saiding tat my poa n emath r not bad and i though so too...as always i keep thinking tat if i put in effort i will get wat i wan but guess i was terribly wrong...poa p2 first set-back...the question r like so hard to understand...wasnt easy trying to attempt them...brain cell all die....then todae math 2...been doing bit by bit of practice for the last few mnth...ytd nite specially stay up to do 2 sets of p2 hoping to find any thing i dunno how to do and i only got bout 2 question i dunno...todae morning specially wake up early to do another 2 sets again it was alrite....but thing went seriously wrong when i sat in the examination hall...37 was the number...the number of marks which i totally left blank...i was so devasted by it...ppl keep telling me not to giv up but setback after setback i mus said i m beginning to doubt my own ability...haiz perhaps this will be the last time i am gonna put in effort...from wat is happening now i really c no point in putting in effort for anything anymore...everytime i try to get something rite it goes wrong...everytime i try to make someone feel happy i get blame for thing...nth is going rite for mi now...perhaps nvr it will...only thing i wan now is quiet...ppl r blaming me for doing badly in my exam...really wish to hav some quiet now even if it was a corner in the streets...perhaps i am still learning...perhaps...hoping for a miracle to happen...one tat would change my life totally...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|9:11 PM|
