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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Life is so cruel...y do ppl have emotion...y mus life hav up n down...y do human hav the ability to think...y do i hav so many y in my life...Izzit jus me thinking too much or worrying too much??ARGHHHH MY LIFE SUX TO THE CORE...i really hate myself...i jus wanna end my life but yet not hav the courage to do so...i am veri cranky todae...dunno y...heard of the news that she pon skool halfway...sad...was still quite keen in attending lesson todae...but after i heard she no longer in skool my mood totally went down...totally wasnt interested in doing anything...even playing game also no mood...wanted to vent my frustration in cs by killing and killing but i only ended up being killed...so i decided no killing coz it only make me feel more useless...ya i agree i am useless...academic cant make it...gaming cant make it...and the worse thing is i cant even make it in life...how useless can a person get...really veri frustrated in class todae..esp when ppl start to try and prove something when he cant and giv speeches...and guess wat...that wasnt the end...when i came home i realise that my parent had actually went through my personal belongings...i mean wat the fuck is wrong...even my parent wanna intrude my privacy...i seriously hate it when ppl intrude my privacy...and to think they were my parent...argh can life hav more ups than downs??I MISS 'Her'...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|10:23 PM|
