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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Been long since i last posted...so might as well jus post a little bit of wat happening recently...well my hols jus ended...today is the 2nd day of the new sem...new class...ppl there are Fs...but not vulgar...hahax...the Fs are Fun...Friendly...and Funny...anyway i think the new sem is gonna be jus fine...finally change my blog song...well my blog is already 1 yr old...time to change to a diff song...
Gonna emo abit...well it is more than 3wks...since i last saw 'her'....and yup i admit i still think of 'her'...i really hate this side of me...i hate being alone...coz my imagination really will run wild...but i hate crowds...i dun like noise...i like peace and quiet...i dun hav the whole world as my friend...but i guess i dun nid so much as most of them arent true friends anyway...i am not veri good at words...i like to said watever i wan to said ...even though u all may not like it...and i guess u all wan friends who will only said good thing to u...too bad i aint that kind of ppl...i dun wanna change myself jus to satisfy friends who arent true friends at all...so wat if u dun like the way i do thing...it aint even ur biz...and the same thing apply the other way round...i guess only nigel will understand me hahax...
I really hope to change this side of me...i wanna be like the me in the past...forever happy go lucky...no troubles...always having a smile...but i guess it is jus impossible...ppl change whether or not we are happy with how we hav change...sad case i guess...jus hav to adapt to the new changes...and i guess i am...coz i feel tat i am getting more numb as each day goes by...i wanna become someone who doesnt have any feelings at all...no love no hatred...it hurt to love...i dunno y...it is suppose to be the best thing in the world...but i guess such thing jus aint working my way...but i guess i will just hav to be satisfied with the way things are now...hoping to c 'her' real soon...
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SaDneSs beFalLs aT|11:15 PM|
