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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Been one week since i last blog...from that point till now i guess nth has gone right for me...lots and lots of thing i have to faced alone and lots and lots of friends whom i hav disappointed...so sry everyone...i keep telling ppl not to mix their personal feeling with important work...but i guess i am the one doing so now...waking up everyday is like a nightmare to me...one day pass after another and it mean my O's is just round the corner...in fact the practical is just 2 days from todae...havent been in the mood to study this pass week...so i guess i am jus gonna fail the paper again...so dun wanna repeat this...jus wanna get it over and done with...i am feeling so stress now...i dun wan to crumble at this point of time...this period of time is just too important...really hope tat there is someone which i can fall back on...someone who can share my trouble with me everytime...but i dun wan to trouble people...so wat now...no idea...i dun get it...everytime i put in effort for something...it is like 100% for sure that the thing wont pull through...not once not twice but it has happen for like 3 times...i dun get it..y is heaven pulling this prank on me...why me of everyone i dun get it....i hate it...i jus wanna lead a normal life...not those full of downs...not a single up...i hate it man...ppl ard me are giving me pressure...'strangers' start to invade my personal life...wat is this all about man...can u guys jus get out and stay out of my life...i hate u all...I HATE U GUYS...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|8:34 AM|
