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Monday, June 30, 2008
I cant control my feelings anymore...Tears dropped down my cheek...i really dunno what i want anymore...I keep telling myself to forget bout you...i keep telling myself bad things bout u...but in the end i still love you with all my heart...i really cant get over u...no matter how hard i try...my mind jus keep thinking of u...every morning i wake up the first thing or person i think of is u...even before i slp i think of u...every single min i spend without u is like torturing me...sometimes i really feel that i am veri naive...thinking that if i jus run away from this problem i will get over u soon...but i realise i was wrong...the more i try to run away the more i keep thinking of u...i really hope to jus jump out of my window at this very moment...i really cannot take it anymore...i keep telling ppl that u happy i will be happy...but it seems that i am very wrong...whenever i see u walking away from me i jus feel like shouting out loud to u and telling u how much i love u and how much i wanna be with u...but i know this is impossible...
at this very moment i guess everyone is asleep...think it is best that i keep this thing to myself ba...coz even i myself also dunno wat i wan anymore...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|2:51 AM|
