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Sunday, June 15, 2008
Recently my mood have been goin up and down again...dunno exactly wat is happening to me anymore...my world seem to revolve around u...so much that it seem to hav break through of my limit....i cant control my emotions anymore...at this point of time thinking of wat hav been happening make me feel veri sad...i am trying so hard but everything that i do jus seems to be wrong...i keep giving myself reason for things that have been happening here and there...i keep running away from my problem...but the more i try to run away the more it come bac to haunt me...the more i try to forget u the more ur image will appear in my mind...13th of june i dreamt of you...and that image of u have been in my mind ever since...since i was in secondary skool all i care about was jus myself...i myself was the pirority in myself...but u hav made a diff in me...u hav become the pirority in my life...i am willing to do anything to make u happy...do anything in order to keep u away from any dangers...in fact i am willing to risk my life in order to protect u...i know i will nvr be good enough for u...and i dun dare to ask anything from u too...but i jus hope that you will forever be happy...though i know that i will be sad but u being happy is all that ever matter to me...plz take care of urself...and watever happen i will always be there for u be it u notice it or not...i do not hope to c u cry...coz i know that if that day ever come...i will nvr be able to forgive myself...my only hope now is that u will nvr be sad ever again...be it the reason is me or not i jus wan to always c a real smile on ur face...coz this is the only thing that matter to me in my life...
SaDneSs beFalLs aT|5:08 AM|
